i know no one pays attention to my blog. which is probably why i dont post anything.
my last post was feb 2007. how crazy has my world turned since then. alone again. stuck in a shitty place by myself again.
a sense of abandonment pervades, but is shouted down by roaring winds and the knowledge that once i leave the plane, i am in control of my life albeit for only a pittance of my life each time....